more knowledges...

Hm... reccently because of mo~mo friend of mine, i realise something very important. You may believe in god, but believe me, i think it's no difference from smooking.
Firstly, you spend a portion of your life studying bible. Let's say you can live up to a ripe old 100, but you have already wasted 14 years of your life. That's excluding those special gatherings that you make every now and then.
Secondly, once you realise that you aren't really carefree in your life, you start to hate the life that you devoted to god. There's an empty hole created in you, which worse come to wose can cause depression and self tourture. You dun wanna get into this shit.

So why believe in god? There's a better alternative to believing in god. That is, to believe in yourself =D. Start taking control over your life and learn to be stronger (not in the sense of believing in god). The true way of enjoying life is to find your very own way of life.

Seba...
Well, recently dunno wth happened. Suddenly my bro decided to buy me a new pair of skates. I don't really feel excited over it to begin with, since i had no desire for it. But, when it's in the house, i really begin to like it. I promise i will never slide with that skates, though for now it's still alittle too tight =S.
Oh yea! the main point is, I have learnt more new skating moves every since. So if you have the chance, do come down or make a time with me. I don't mind spending time to teach you how to skate or simply entertain you with my stunts. In fact, I am getting better than I ever was.

Girls...
Well, this is one thing that i really dun understand. One fine morning i woke up because of somebody spamming SMS. Who on earth would spam SMS when he/she could have simply called? As expected, i started to read them 1 by 1. Imagine one day you wake up to find a girl message you saying that she like you? Maybe you couldn't get how i feel then, but for that particular day, I fell rather good. LOL, you call this the power of love?
Then again, I have a feeling that she is avoiding me. She also mentioned that she's such a burden and I dun understand it at all... I believe, when you start to read those senseless logic, you'll get puzzled too. Still, all I can say is, what's in the head of those gals?

School...
Hm... recently due to some crazy Auditioning and abit of personal life (skating and badminton etc.) I didn't get to log into my usual MSN. This brought me further from my school mates. You may think it's bad, but it's actually not. When I go solo, I can feel the school's weight almost totally. I have been getting my stuff done on time and so on. Kinda good.
The main point is, it's always better to have some independence. As i mentioned earlier, choose your friends wisely. Not someone who plays game or sleep every school hour. Having assessed youself, I begin to realise that the biggest enemy is myself. It's not about how well the others are doing, but rather, can I stay firm and steady ON THE BALL.

... enough for now, i'm rather sleepy actually. Today just realised that i am one of the only few who finished my modelling on time. Cool right? Hm... Too sleepy to go on le, hope i can wake up to skate later on.